Tuesday, 8 December 2015




It's been almost two weeks (I presume..?) since I last completed the SPM and I've been living like umm,,what should I put it..umm.. ok nevermind. LOL.

There's like tons of stuff are currently playing in mind on what I've desired so much to do after the hella bigga exam. I've been planning on writing fanfics, working (hmm..?), watching OPPAs and stuffs.

But umm I'm not very sure about this like..umm I kinda don't have that kind of hype to do those things like how I used to desire before. OK SCREW ME.

SO NOW,, this week I'm getting myself hyped up doing all those things that I've been longing to do before so...MANSAEE!! (my inner SVT feels is comin XD)

I'm currently preparing for a fanfic which I'm not sure whether it's going to be a one-shot or in chapters so whatever. I'm gonna let myself finish the story first before deciding on that. I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO MYSELF,,yeah.

ok that's it for this post. i'm gonna post a new entry on SEVENTEEN, which I'm currently TRASHING MYSELF INTO,,,so yeahh MANSAE again!!!

Tuesday, 10 June 2014



Imma goin very very very crraaaaazzzyyyy~~
KL is like miles away omgomgomg~~~

Facing the lappy and berkampung at Twitter just to know every single update of them. and I ended up to BE IN A SERIOUS JELLYNESS goshhh,,,they're filmin' the MV for their comeback here in Malaysia, so yay imma proud to be a MALAYSIAN yoohoo~

heard that the boys, the managers and the security guards are all VERY VERY POLITE AND SPORTING OMGUCCI. so many updates bout their fanservice omg **bout to faint**hold me**OH MY JACKSON,,COME HERE PLEASE~why don't y'guys film the MV  at the sawah padi kat KEDAH ni haa???yuyuyuyuu TT___TT

whatever, so proud that GOT7 is a VERY HUMBLE group and MYFans don't make any stupidos action or something.^^^


Just yesterday I've posted bout them talkin' bout blalblbla~~and today,,,BOMB! YG DROPPED THE TEASER OUT OF NOWHERE---->nice move, YG!

yay, the concept is unique I LIKE IT. omg Jinwoo looks so MANLY woohoo~everybody looks SO CHARISMATIC**hold me again**I've HIGH EXPECTATION in this DEBUT so,,,this delayed debut is worth-waiting~~lalalalalal~~






**take a deep breath**



Monday, 9 June 2014




-then,,,,EXO'S COMEBACK OVERDOSE OMG~~When the news about their 2014's comeback were spreading,,,,I WAS TOTALLY EXCITED OMG~~I would talk bout it every time with my buddies-every rumor,every single update bout it~~and when the teasers came out,,,asdfghjklasdfghjk~~We felt like crying~~I had high expectation in this comeback so I waited for this PATIENTLY (can't even describe how PATIENT I was that time). When the leaked dance practice video was spreading, I couldn't help but to watch it eventho it's only EXO-K. The SONG and DANCE are both AMAZING,,,so I kept waiting with high expectation...but,,,,but,,,,SADLY,,,their comeback was delayed because of the sudden tragedy of SEWOL~TT__TT soooo sad~thus, so many shows were delayed due to the tragedy. And  when it's time, I WAS REALLY HAPPY. The MV's really DAEBAK~~(eventho I prefer Growl better)~I actually don't like the idea of them promoting as EXO-K and EXO-M. It just doesn't feel right. But since, Suho said that don't be worry of that because they've got special things to show, so I'm just like...okay. I'll wait. whatever, I'm OVERDOSED by this song and I REALLY LOVE the song, THUNDER, which is also Lay's favourite song. Moonlight is BEAUTIFUL too. Love, Love, Love is a very UNIQUE song (I like the *earth,air,water,fire* and rap part). Run is EXCITING too~~I'm like,,,,A-YO,A-YO!!

-okay,,,,this is the SADDEST part,,,,,KRIS LEAVING EXO!!!!! TTTTT______TTTTT
this happened during my exam week and it left me and my 'Oh!K-pop United' pals devastated. I CAN'T EVEN DESCRIBE HOW DID WE LOOK LIKE THAT WEEK. gosh,,, I don't even and never expect this kind of thing would happen to EXO. well, I did acknowledge what had happened to SMent artists before-DBSK and SuJu but it never crossed my mind that it would be the same to EXO. I felt very disappointed that Kris wanted to terminate his contract with SMent. I do know about how things go around SMent. I DO really acknowledge about how SMent treats their artists UNFAIRLY,,(it's OBVIOUS lol, look at SNSD and f(x),,,y'know what I mean). I felt sorry with uri WU YI FAN~OMG,,plus HE IS SICK~~sob,,,sob,,,sob,,and it just doesn't feel so right ...Other members were disappointed with his action especially Suho~They had gone through a lot because of this issue- the preparations for their solo con had to be changed all over a week before the concert. The rapper-line and dancer-line suffered a lot because of that. I KNOW..T__T. I...just don't know what to say anymore. Lots of fan wars happen,,some prefer OT12 and hating OT11,,some prefer OT11 and hating Kris and some even LEFT the fandom (goshh,,-_-)~whatever, I will always be rooting for both EXO and Kris. For me, Kris will always be a part of EXO and EXO's GALAXY~for me hoping for him to come back, it's impossible, I know. whatever, but please update  something bout you, Fan Fan ge~~~(@___@)

we believe in you Kris
miss this moment~;-(


-okay,,,now. I can cope with the whole thingy bout Kris. I can now PERFECTLY OKAY with EXO as 11 eventho it feels kinda...weird. okay,,,now imma going to talk about WIN. I'm really a big fan of WIN. It's hard to choose between Team A and Team B coz both have their own uniqueness. I kinda...go with Team A-Kang Seung Yoon, Nam Taehyun, Song Minho, Kim Jinwoo and Lee Seunghoon (my biases are Mino and Jinwoo.XD). Each of them has a distinct feature and they potray their own uniqueness. While with Team B,, they have a kind of fresh style and burning youth spirit as they're younger than Team A. whatever, so this holiday, I watched 'WIN: Who Is Next' again from the beginning as last year I only watched the last two episodes. plus, I love the ep when they're battling with JYP trainees. There were JACKSON, MARK(OMG HE LOOKED SOOO SKINNY THAT TIME), YUGYEOM AND BAMBAM. hahahaha,,this is soo out of topic. This competition was really heart-wrecking, heart-wrenching and HEARTLESS. Both teams suffered and sacrificed a lot in the battle yet only ONE would get to debut. I felt very sorry with Team B- B.I, Jinhwan, Bobby, Joonhye, Yoonhyung, Donghyuk (OMG MY BIASES ARE B.I AND JINHWAN) I was really happy that Team A won-they've became WINNER now. At the final battle, I WAS TOUCHED by Team B's song, CLIMAX. B.I's solo rap~~T__T. so sentimental OMG~ Team A's song, Go Up is a kind of song that gives HOPE and I like it.

whatever, but I JUST REALLY FRUSTRATED WITH THE FACT THAT WINNER HASN'T DEBUTED YET!!! What's wrong with Papa YG?!! I'm tired with his empty promises,,huh~~whatever, I just want them debut A.S.A.P!!!

and,,, I'm REALLY EUPHORIC upon hearing that Team B's going to have their own reality show OMG!!! IMMA DYING TO SEE CHARISMATIC B.I AND OLDEST CUTIE JINHWAN!!!! There's a possibility for their debut too, but I don't want to have such an early expectation yet as I know how YG works things out. whatever, IMMA JUST LOVING THEM VERY MUCH OMG MY FEELS~~It's kinda sad that my sisters and pals,,,,they don't really into YGent. They thought that almost all YG artists don't have good visuals..? so, they aren't really interested with Winner and Team B. OMG THEY JUST HAVEN'T WATCHED WIN YET, HOW COULD THEY SAY THAT~~~well,,I shall wait and see. They'll soon fall head over heels with them. I CROSSED MY FINGER.

-so,,,this is Song Minho a.k.a Mino. He's a 93-er, one of the oldest hyung line. He's actually going to debut as Block B but he didn't and started training in YG. He's an AMAZING and BRILLIANT rapper. Among the rappers of YG trainees, I prefer him the most. He has a really unique and good flow and tone in rap. I started to get to know him when I listened to his track with Zico- 4 My Town. that's really badass,,imma tellin' ya. So, I was really excited upon hearing that he would be in that program.

charismatic yet dorky rapper

-this is Kim Jinwoo, the oldest in YG trainees. He's a 91-er. He's a sub-vocalist. In the beginning of this show, I felt very sorry for him because well,,,in Team A's vocal line, there are Seungyoon-who's known as having a very unique tone of singing voice and Nam Taehyun-who got a such golden voice. Jinwoo,,although his vocal doesn't reach KSY and NTH level, but he made impressive improvement during the battle. whatever, I LOVE HIS DEER EYES OMG~~

bling~bling~deer eyed-guy~~

-this is Kim Hanbin a.k.a B.I~he's a 96-er (just two years older than me,,yay). He's the leader of Team B,,imma tellin' ya,, a CHARISMATIC LEADER-just watch that show, if y'don't believe me. plus, he's a GENIUS RAPPER and DANCER~He's been dubbed as the 2nd G-Dragon-this is NO JOKE~HE STARTED TRAINING AT 12- this is really NO JOKE~this dude is like a gold to YG, I think..?
omg~s000 cute my dear B.I

so cute~~~squishy jinhwan~~(@___@)

-then...this is the oldest hyung in Team B, Kim Jinhwan~he's a 94-er. If B.I's the 2nd GD,,,then this guy's the 2nd Taeyang,,,got a very nice voice and good moves~~He's such a patient oldest hyung-go and watch Team B's prank camera toward him~ohh,,yeah. I LOVE HIS CUTE NOSE LOL, SUE ME.

OKAY,,THAT'S ALL FOR THIS POST~THERE'S SO MUCH TO RANT ABOUT LOLSXD~~I think I'm going to continue in next post or something~~okkk,,blablabala~~i'm gettin' nonsense here, so annyeong~(gomawo, for those who read this,,,well, altho I know there will be no one~~kekekeke)




I left this blog for soooooooo long till it got dusty,,,gosh.

SOOOOOO MANY THINGS have happened in this first half of 2014~

School's doin' great,,(uhuh?)
I've got that Add Math is SO FUN OMG~
Physic's soooo making me CRAZY~
Bio IS REALLY FUN~*this is not sarcasm*
Chemistry is....50-50?

Okay, stop ranting bout school things~

Now, imma going to talk bout K-POP thingy *evil smile*fangirling mode: ON*

-GOT7's debut,,,asdfghjkllfghjkl~~They debuted in January, in which I was totally not at home that time,,,,arrrghhh~~It's soo regretful because I'd left lots of their appearances in music shows, tv shows etc. at first, my UB in GOT7 was JB-actually I've loved him since he was in Dream High 2 and JJ Project. thenn,,,then,,,,WANG JACKSON HAS WRECKED IT OMG~I just REALLY LOVE his 'WILD & SEXY CHARM', how he always acts DORK and DERPY, his VOICE (OMG...XD), his SENSIBILITY, his OVERLOADED JEALOUSY, his ability to BLUFF confidently, his UNLIMITED LOVE towards MARK(got involved in JR-MARK-JACKSON LOVE TRIANGLE) and,,,and,,,I think I should stop, this won't end until forever if I keep goin' on~kekekeke


-then,,,the END of EXO'S SHOWTIME~omg,,,this,,,TT_____TT~~Imma  totally in crazy in EXO's SHOWTIME along with my buddies~~~IMMA TELLIN' YA WE'RE REALLY CRAZY!! I was so sad when the last episode was aired~the most touching moment in that ep is when uri Fan Fan ge (Kris) agreed to go in the water after had a eye-contact moment with leader-omma Suho~felt like crying..? LOL,,actually I thought that they were goin' to expose their dorm OMG but they DIDN'T~I remembered watching a teaser of SHOWTIME showing the boys in bedroom or something so I'd high expectation of it at first, but well,,whatever.

-NEXT,,,,,B2ST's SHOWTIME-BURNING THE BEAST!!! After such a hard moment coping with the END of Exo's Showtime, there goes,,,,B2ST's SHOWTIME!!! I was REALLY HOPING for it would be B2ST when the initial announcement about the 2nd season of SHOWTIME went out. then,,,OMG MY WISH CAME TRUE~~~It's B2ST!! I missed B2ST in variety/reality shows badly. They're reaalllyyyy good in those kinds of shows. I love their natural interaction, their honesty and how they able to provide NATURAL KIND OF FUN...everything's NOT FAKE. And when this show started,,,,they still have that kind of ability and that's how I like it. MY DONGWOONIE is wayyyy tooo hyperactive in this show and Imma loving it. B2ST hwaiting!!

-I'm going to continue this in PART II-

Wednesday, 13 November 2013

yadda..yadda..yadda..it's HOLIDAY!!!!!


i'm all home now...kekeke~~
i'm overloaded euphoric now because yeah, y'know...


too many plans for this holiday and I still don't figure out on what to do first~~~in fact such a very very loooonngggggggggg list for the HOLIDAY PLANS. but yeah, maybe I'll be startin' on finishing my series e-novel-it's started to get attention from e-novel readers so yay for me..hhehe..



I'm kinda sad too~~


A had said this thing long time ago and i was like-haha, A's just kiddin'. not that A will leave me and the other pals...in fact, the process for moving to other school (for my school) is quite strict and trust me, you can't easily get out just like that. so that's what I thought 'bout before when A said that..

it turned out to be a VERY SERIOUS MERIOUS MATTER..gosh..A really is serious about moving out from our school. my other pal (named B) once said that it's good for A to move out. I was like...WTF?!! Then B said that..well A is  a kind of person which can't quite fit in with the strict rules of our school. so if A moves out, she won't get into troubles(like the one when she got caught of illegally bringing phone to school..duh). and so..I was like..o..kay. What B said totally makes sense. I admit.

yet I'm sad. she's so nice and funny and kinda crazy and everything that I couldn't list on. I've heard this saying; until the well runs dry, only that people will figure out how much valuable the well is. Same goes to me now, so boo-hoo for me. (-_-'')..this week i've spent all the time with A knowing that she'll not be right by my side soon. maybe I'm sounded way tooo corny here so duh..whatever. this week i've felt the fear of losing her. and I think it goes the same for her. A's always be with me this week. and that's wayyy making me more and more gloomy-ish. and so, I drew a picture of me and A and my other best pals(knowing that i've talent in drawing..hehe..head's high up in the sky..kekeke) and me and my pals also wrote some wishes for her..aww..how sweet're we~~so when she got it she was like..OMG! thanks dear..you make me wanna cry~~~huhuhuhu..and we promised to GITA*. may our friendship will last forever...no..i mean..will last till JANNAH. insya-ALLAH..

o..kay. now end of story. i'm gonna have my very late lunch now..adiosss!!

*GITA->Get In Touch Always

Wednesday, 16 October 2013

never give up

We run to our prepschools
As we leave our schools behind
I already know it but why do you keep teaching it again, uh
Only yawns from teacher's words
Only scribbles from the drawing paper called, blackboard
Taking thousand dollars private lessons
This system that emphasizes grades over friendships
This pressure called exams
This burden called, college
The stress that are building up
Would my parents know?

I like walking loosely
But why do you only want straight posture
My dream is to hold a mic and rap
But again, I grab a pen and write down math formulas today
Yeah, things that we learn at school
Are losing dreams and always giving up
Do what you like
Love what you do
Ask yourself, what you wanna do

Never give up
Cheer up, toward your dreams

Never give up
Get up, get up, you can do it
Wake up, wake up
Don't worry, everything will be fine
Never give up
Because it's you, it's you
Believe in yourself

Never give up

(this is the translation for a korean song-Never Give Up by BYG and Zelo of B.A.P)

it kinda gives me lil' hope to keep going on and fighting on what I'm doing now..hahaha..(now I sound like Oprah or what??..) but seriously...my school can't just come into a halt...can you even imagine how harsh it is that they force us to start sticking our noses into form 4 books already right after we just finished a major exam???!!hessyyy...what's so grand 'bout making the school lines among the top tiers? I just can't get the point..students come to school to get guidance in being a better person NOT for being robots for the school to be on top! well, they should at least..give us a little..little space for enjoying stuff we want to do...then they can make us robots again. tp ni x...shari lpas pmr ja dh wat orang tension..p&p classes all over the days plus extra classes!!!siap ada test lg lpas tu!!and then klau flop..kena denda..haisyyy!!(now I'm crinkled with frustating defiance)..mybe org len akan rasa yg aku just making a rebel act here...but heyy..get a grip! ini namanya hak kebebasan bersuara kan?? whatever...NEVER GIVE UP!!!hahaha~~(merapu habis aku ni..)

Friday, 16 August 2013

It's time

time flies like an arrow, huh?it's been about two weeks of holiday and I'm just about to realize that today's the end!!! today's 10th day of Eid, already?? thank God I've taken a look at the calendar or else I won't back to school today's evening~~(frankly, I wish I didn't..:-p ) I wish we had summer holiday which is for about 3 months!!!! Nah,,we only got 2 weeks...(duhhh....)..aigoooo~~~~still don't get enough of K-thingy yettttt~~~~p/s: it's typical, ay? time goes, we say-ah! no!,,alas time stays, we go. There's a quote saying; time's a dressmaker specializing in alterations. duhh..ma'as salamah wa ilalliqa'..assalamualaikum..(~_~)
  • typing off with a woe heart,



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